Wednesday, July 1, 2015

While We Weep

wHat is lovE mISsions 

"LOVE GOD with all your heart
and your neighbor as yourself."

When I was three months pregnant, I had contractions, cramping, and bleeding.  I thought I had miscarried my baby.  But there was still one heartbeat.

When I had an early ultrasound, it looked like we were expecting a girl.  I thought I was having my daughter.  But when I gave birth, my husband said with surprise, "It is a boy!"

When my sweet son was placed on my chest right away, I was relieved he was here. I thought he was beautiful.  But I felt like I had lost his twin sister.

When our little man was a day old, he had a seizure, shaking, fast breathing, slow heart rate, and low oxygen. I had to go where he was to nurse him. But the specialists did not know what was wrong. 

When I see a pink dress, my eyes fill with tears as I miss the angel girl I was sure I was having. I cry when I worry about the angel boy I have.  But he is still getting tests and treatments.

When we weep, we grieve.  We mourn for someone who has died or might die. But GOD is still here, while we are weeping.


While We Weep, GOD Cares

When we feel alone, we feel GOD had left us.  We think HE is far away.  But HE is close, and HE is holding us.

While We Weep, GOD Cries

When we feel sad, we feel GOD is over there with all the happy people.  We bury ourselves in our pain.  But GOD hurts when we hurt, because HE loves us and those we love.

While We Weep, GOD Calls

When we feel empty, we feel numb.  We think our dreams are doomed and our wishes are wilted.  But GOD is whispering to our hearts, "I have a reason." 

When my wonderful son cries, I carry him and kiss him.  The doctors said his symptoms improve when he is with his mama who adores him.  But I still feel scared as I monitor his breaths. 

When you think you can not go on, we are praying for you.  You are loved, valued, and cared about.  Please let us know how we can help, while you go through a season of weeping.

Love, Joseph, Amy, Michael, Jonathan, AnnaClaar Jane, and Aaron Joseph Torrans

Missionaries to the hurting

Because all of us are broken 

whatislovemissions@gmail.com 


3 comments:

  1. Thank you for helping and praying for us. Our beautiful baby Aaron has had doctors appointments, tests, treatments, and some lab work at the Children's Hospital in Colorado Springs. He had a neonatal seizure with shaking for an unknown reason. And he has transient tachypnea which is breathing that is too fast. He also has bradycardia which is a heart rate that is too slow. I have to monitor him carefully as he has a slightly higher risk of sudden infant death syndrome. It can take up to four hours for me to feed him because he chokes, gags, and falls asleep. And he is supposed to eat every three hours. We are a little overwhelmed. But the specialists think he is going to keep improving. He is such a sweet, adorable newborn who loves to be held. And we love to hold him. We could not get through everything without GOD and your support :)

    Love, Amy and Joe Torrans

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  2. Because of intense pain, I had two emergency surgeries to remove my gallbladder and gallstones. After four days, I was released from the hospital. I am not allowed to lift anything. Thank you to our family and friends for helping us. We also praise GOD that our beautiful babies's health is getting better. Please keep letting me know your prayer requests. I am praying for you all every day!

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